Tomorrow's the big day

My biopsy is at 1:45. I got it moved up a week because I couldn't handle the stress of waiting. So I have less than 24 hours and I'm starting to become scared shitless. Waiting for this has been killing me stress-wise. I haven't been sleeping well at all. Knowing that I'm sitting here WAITING to be in pain is so taxing on me. I know this will hurt. I know it will hurt A LOT. It's not like going to the dentist or something.

I've talked to people who have had it done. I know what to expect and I know it's not a "you think it's going to be worse than it actually is". I've been there. Usually I think it's going to be BETTER than it actually is. Like when I had my IUD put in. I thought, "it's going to hurt like hell". I was completely prepared for it to hurt a lot. It hurt way more than I thought it would.

Anyway, I don't think I will know the results tomorrow. I think I will have to wait a while. At least the test will be over with. Ugh. I seriously hate this.